June have always been such a bad month for me all along. For continuous 2 years.

Broken promises. Shattered heart.

What's more? How can someone just changed so much within a month? I just don't get it. Is that really all you have got?

Disheartening. Disappointing.

Never trust people easily, never ever trust them with your whole heart, otherwise you will regret at the end.
But, there's no time to regret, What's the point of being sad at this point of time. What can i still say. Who are those that you could actually trust? How do you even know if you can trust that person?

That person you once trust, could be hurting you right now. Just like mine. Those words just came out of your mouth so easily, did you ever think for me before saying it? I doubt so. It's really a mistake, a BIG mistake.

You once trusted him with your heart, and now, he is breaking it like nobody's business.

Me being so silly, hah, trusted you over and over again. But in the end? You make it sounds like everything's my fault after all. Both are at fault alright, in different ways, we are just having different mindsets, just like two people walking in parallel lines, the lines would never ever meet at all.

I suffered, I cried, I did so much for you, but do you even know it?

All i got from you was, "I don't see you making any efforts". Alright, that's hurtful.

Don't know how I should really feel now, so lost, but who will be there for me? I really don't know. One suffering over here, the other having lots of fun over there.

Till now, I still can't fully understand you, after knowing you for 4 years though. A mistake by both of us, again and again. I guess it's really time to let go, really tired of everything. Rephrase, learning to let go even though it's really impossible to do so. I would just blame myself for everything instead, everything's just my fault, my mistake.

A mistake to be me.