Redundant.

Care too little, you'll lose them.
Care too much, you'll get hurt.

I still feel so lost. What am I suppose to do?
As always, you disrupted my thoughts.

Why did you do this to me? What have i done to deserve all these treatments from you?

Why. Why. Why.

Since you already decided to leave my side, can you just get out of my mind. Zzz.
Get out of my mind. PLEASE.

I honestly still can't understand what's in a guy's mind? Are all guys similar to you too? How can someone just give up so easily, especially after spending so much time together, 6 months, 5 months to be correct, 1 month of ignorance, after knowing each other for 4 years.

Does all guys behave like a playboy? Changing targets so easily too? Does you people's feeling just fade off so easily? Are you cold blooded?

Such a joke. I'm still so affected by you.

Sometimes, being single is still the best i guess.
Miss being a kid, no troubles, leading such a carefree life.

I'm just so dumb.

Everybody change, You change, I change too.

The old me will never be found again.

June have always been such a bad month for me all along. For continuous 2 years.

Broken promises. Shattered heart.

What's more? How can someone just changed so much within a month? I just don't get it. Is that really all you have got?

Disheartening. Disappointing.

Never trust people easily, never ever trust them with your whole heart, otherwise you will regret at the end.
But, there's no time to regret, What's the point of being sad at this point of time. What can i still say. Who are those that you could actually trust? How do you even know if you can trust that person?

That person you once trust, could be hurting you right now. Just like mine. Those words just came out of your mouth so easily, did you ever think for me before saying it? I doubt so. It's really a mistake, a BIG mistake.

You once trusted him with your heart, and now, he is breaking it like nobody's business.

Me being so silly, hah, trusted you over and over again. But in the end? You make it sounds like everything's my fault after all. Both are at fault alright, in different ways, we are just having different mindsets, just like two people walking in parallel lines, the lines would never ever meet at all.

I suffered, I cried, I did so much for you, but do you even know it?

All i got from you was, "I don't see you making any efforts". Alright, that's hurtful.

Don't know how I should really feel now, so lost, but who will be there for me? I really don't know. One suffering over here, the other having lots of fun over there.

Till now, I still can't fully understand you, after knowing you for 4 years though. A mistake by both of us, again and again. I guess it's really time to let go, really tired of everything. Rephrase, learning to let go even though it's really impossible to do so. I would just blame myself for everything instead, everything's just my fault, my mistake.

A mistake to be me.

Hasn't been very active recently, having a phone seem meaningless when you have no one to text.

One week past, things still seemed unchanged.

Feel so lost whenever someone asked about you.

-What's really happening?
-Why aren't you two chatting anymore?
-Why are you two behaving like strangers at this moment?

Why? Why? Why? So many question asked.

Happy moments? Forever?

Where is it now? I really don't know.

Can it be found once again? I really hope so.

Went back to school last Saturday, afraid I would bump into you. Than I realised it was a full day practice instead of half day. Went to the canteen and i saw you, don't really know how I should feel at that point of time though.

But still feel so happy that I managed to see you.

Hence, all we can do in life is just try to be positive, for our own sake and not for other instead.
Don't expect too much, sometimes it will only lead to disappointment.

Much misses.