Teasing people is just what I always do.

I guess it's just my way of getting close to people through teasing them? But I'm afraid it might turn out negatively though.

So what do I do? I already tried my best to change myself. Though I shouldn't change for others.

Opening up wasn't really easy for an introvert I guess. [With a score of 95% for introvert in the personality test, like whattttt??]

Why do people always judge others based on the first impression? It's just human nature right?

But it's true though, I looked fierce, but I'm actually fierce too, so it's okay yeah, kind of used to such things already ya.

On a bright side, it's the end of the 2 day Recruitment Fair. It was really exhausting for all, especially people who put in all they had to prepare and execute this event.

GOOD JOB yeah.

What I couldn't understand is how could someone not care or pretend to even care a little. Like hello, teamwork please? You're really the weirdest person I have met so far. Sorry to say this though.

So, having someone who you could trust more does feels good I guess? Though I'm still having trust issues like always?

It feels different to have someone who care for you and be there for you whenever you need him/her.

Apparently, people like this still exist yeah? It's just hard to find.

I admit I'm really sensitive [94% Turbulent???], I do take the comments very personally, and get triggered easily, but still, I want to know the truth behind each story yeah. I really hate it when people tries to hide things from me.

I do get jealous easily or over some stupid reasons, I'm not sure why either, I wished I wasn't like this.

I guess I'm just being a weirdo, getting jealous over a friend? It's pretty tiring too.

Probably just because I do treasure friendship a lot, just being afraid that people doesn't feel the same way, that's why i chose not to open up to people yeah?

All I wished for was to have someone who will realize something's wrong, care for me and be there for me yeah.

I'm still those typical girls who preferred to be loved and dote on.

Though I do have a weird personality, it's pretty hard to handle.

I may look strong on the outside, but actually, I'm not. Not showing it doesn't mean that I don't have feelings yeah??

Every human beings have feelings, it's just whether they choose to express it or not.

Insomnia & Anxiety acting out?

Sleepless night since last Thursday night? Waking up 2 to 3 times every single night? What's going on. This is seriously killing me, I swear.

I'm really really exhausted already. Give me a break from all these shits please.

I guess this is really a platform for me to rant my anger? Still having trust issues since x10000000 years ago hahahahah.

Are there really true friends around in this world? I really wonder. Are they just being your friend for the sake of it so that they can make use of you?

Should I really listen and open up to people again? Can i trust you? Will i regret it once again? Most probably YES huh.

Dilemma.

So many things happen lately, many things running in my mind, feeling so tired of it. Will someone come and save me from this misery? NAH.

Coming to this age, mum seems to be worried for me more than i worry for myself for being single hahaha. Are there really no faithful and non-playboy guys out there?

It's getting harder and harder man, this is just life right.

"Dont live to please others, Don't live life with regrets". I think I am doing all those right now.

Time flies. 

Already at the end of semester 1 for year 2. Studies are getting harder and harder as usual.

Tired but there's never ending of having to study.

Can't wait to graduate, honesty.

NYP Tchoukball 2015!

One big family.

Girls team.

Girls junior.

New cca, new team mates. Glad to have joined this tchoukball team! 

We are now even closer after the tchoukball camp last week (:

And my group for the camp, Teen Titans ~

My two big brothers in camp! They really have that big brother feel during this 2d1n camp!!

Train hard, play hard! 

#nyptchouball

Formal day!

New class, in a blink of an eye, the first effective communication ica is over. Exams are all approaching, holiday are coming.

Glad to have met all these new people in Nanyang Polytechnic.

But still, i agree with the sentence that, secondary school life is still the best, poly life just feels so different right now.

Worst part of it was, I am only gonna be with them for 1 year ):

Especially the 2 zha bor, good companies, yet only a year together.

If only we all can be together for the 3 years of poly life tho.

Hope for the best for the next 2 years in poly, nice classmates maybe?

[New school, new environment, new friends.]

Back to my normal life!!

Feel so dumb getting hurt by a jerk for such a long period of time. After all, you are just a play boy, why should i get bothered anymore.

A jerk that can actually forget everything so quickly, getting a new girlfriend within one or two months? Ha Ha Ha, good job man.

Seriously regretted, regretted knowing you honestly. My life have become in such a big mess because of all these shits.

Blessed to have my sister and friends around with me during those tough periods.

Glad to have myself back! (:

Daft.


Nonsense logic everything in life now.


But who cares? No one though.


Always telling myself it's time to let go, stop holding on to something that's not yours.


But it's just so hard that I can't, how.


Things just always happen at the wrong timing, last year too. During the period of my major examination.


In the end, I still have to let go right?


So why not just try to let it all go now and stop letting others hurt you even deeper.


Easy to be said ya.


Whatsoever. Time to let go. Really determined this time round.


It's time to stop letting people hurt you.


So tired of all these shits in life.


Everything should come to a stop, soon, REAL SOON.


Hope I can really survive through this period.


I hope.