Time flies. 1 month passed.
To be exact, it's suppose to be 2 months though.

To be honest, I still can't let go, i just can't.

Can see that you're actually leading a good life over there huh, not surprised too. This is just you, isn't it.

Been trying to tell myself to let go, remind myself what have you done to hurt me, but, feelings- memories just can't be forgotten so easily huh. So what should i do? Anyone tell me? Please?

Just one lost sheep in the middle of the mountain. Crying for help but no one ever realise.

I just miss you so much, I miss you even more when I'm suppose to let go. Idiot me.

Some people once mentioned, talking to others might reduce your own burden. But what's the point of telling others when they didn't went through the same situation before? All you get in the end is just pity from them.

So, all I will always do is just keep everything to myself, feeling worse each day. Life is neither peaceful, nor easy. But it still goes on, doesn't it?

If only I own a time machine, I would rewind the time and change everything. But, I will still choose to know you , be with you.

More and more issues piling up, how to settle? Is it coming to an end soon? I hope so.

Depression? Maybe soon it might really happen.

Just so tired.

How to let go.

How to move on.

How to be me again.

A lost sheep in the mountain crying for help.